lost here today (pathetic post)

My pillow, my best friend these past few days. wake up, and feel no yearning to step out of bed. I struggle focusing on myself. I have gotten to the point where I dont accept myself, and that needs to change. Why is it that the way our bodies look, have such an influence on how we see ourselves. It certainly boosts confidence in todays society. But we all know that. Get is together, I tell myself everyday. Your not living. Your not staying true to who you are. I put off what makes me happy. Why is that? I am a better human being than I make myself out to be. I lose interest. I am lost here today

beauty in all of us

breathe, crack my neck, drink again everything and everybody is one the same everyone is angry not happy using substances to stuff feelings causing affliction are you looking for a way out? what is troubling you in life? is it yourself, others, is it your enviorment? you are beautiful that is all

music, lyrics, and costume

sitting on my computer endlessly scrolling finding myself reading celebrity gossip "why have i just wasted 15minutes, possibly 30 looking at photos of kim kardashian vacationing, or yet another female flaunting her goods for thousands of strangers to see?" all while i could be noting the untold muses i lose all day, some might be good most shit, but why not .. share something else with society, aka the internet maybe someone reading this, actually cares to be taking the time to hear my revealing outlook maybe im just typing to myself